Saturday, February 13, 2010

Fairytale is never over. . . . .

I wish I was a princess, who live in my own dreamland....

I love to dream become a princess, my mom said it was normal :) yeah I told her when I was six. She has never hear this wildest dream of mine again right now, because I'm 19 now and it's impossible to tell this.
if you think I'm dreamer, don't stop to think about me that way.
Why??
Because that's fact, I'm truly dreamer.
I wont stop to always dreaming. I stay on my imagination, I love to be in a fairytale. I don't care what everybody think about me and all those my wildest dreams, as long as I live I wont leave my dream.

Fairytale is my favorite part in this life.
I bet it's the only thing in this real life that deserve to be everlasting forever. without fairytale there's nothing an image of happiness, this world might be hopeless and seems unreal. if you have no same idea with me about this, I wont to make you trust what I feel okay? no pressure this is just my thought.
I've been learning so much things through fairytale.
I was learn how to be brave as robin hood, I was learn how to be struggle as cinderella, I was learn how to trust my self as a tinkerbell, and I proud of archiles.
This world is getting seriously more and more  in every second. I don't know... but I couldn't feel and I don't even find the peace anymore. whenever I tune on TV and see the news, I always see there's a violence everywhere. a murder, war, fighting, gosh they were hurting each other and that's happen over and over again.
well, I don't mean to judge people with all their bad actions ( for me that's so annoying and pathetic, totally bad ). I just wondering why all those crazy things should be happened? I know every people have their own bussiness and their own life, I'm just a little girl who knows nothing. but I really miss the peace and  the sincere love to be spread. I really do hope this isn't real. maybe I don't know everything all about the agression between a states, or what become the reasons behind a fighting tragedy in the court room. I never understand, and I'm not interest to understand at all. I just want to listen a bird whistling without any sounds of gunners, all I want to hear is the children crooning without fear. all we need is a peaceful world, as a fairytale.
Everytime I close my eyes, I dream of a fairytale.
I have more than any dreamland on my fairytale world.
I feel the peace.
it's ain't about I wanna be a princess, I'm a princess on my own way. at least everyone can be anything whatever they want to be as long as they believe themselves they can do it. well, I'm on that way.
But it's more than that.
more than a tale of prince and princess, more than a tale of brisies and archiles, more than a tale of alice in a wonderland..
I just can find what I want to hear here, I can feel what I want to feel here, I can see what I want to see here.
It's better for me.
It's better when I dream about my dreamland with all these an amazing things on it, than I lived for a cruelty, hurting each other, cheating, eventhough it's the real life.
I wish I'm a pixie from a fairytale so I could brighten the whole entire world with a love.
So I can see the sincere wide smile in the morning and laugh loudly in the night.
And I will make this fairytale never over.
Fairytale become a Reality.
 
T.H.A.N.K.S
to making me smile like this :)
Restu Hapsari say thank you FAIRYTALES.


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