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Seriously, I have no idea :)
Yes, I have no idea to titled this notes.
I don't know why today there's so many things happened to me.
Laugh, Cry, and finally Smile :)
I'm so humanise, sometimes I hide all those pathetic things in me. I think there's no one need to know about it.
But I'm glad when they told me that my eyes won't lie, it showes the real I am.
And today, all those phase distortion was on me.
Sometimes, I don't know what I really want and I'm so tired of the drama.. pretending everyday.
I just want to bea normal. I want all those dreams.. my dreams seems like a castle in the sky.
I say I'm not breaking as my spell everytime I started to fall.
but, it's never enough to make me stronger.
I may looked so toughful and so calm facing all those crazy things in this life.
Hey... I'm not a sailormoon neither or xena the warrior princess.
I'm so ordinary, bit of a bored, and yeah I may not be brave.
But, I believe in a thing called Faith.
I trust the power of me is my Faith.
This notes I dedicate to all my besties in the world :
My mom, My dad, and My bro who have no facebook account ( I can't tag but I hope you know that I really love my family ). My bestfriends, best buddys, best partner Jagonk they are Nenden, Dian, Widy, Miemy, Ricky, Irwin, Haris, Dimas, Ciman, Abet.. you know I never learned to smile without you all. My dear brother, bestfriend, best man who always listen all bored stories in me Unix rahmasaputra.. well I don't know how to tell you, you always makes me feel better :). My besties Ndud, Acid, Deis, Pipit, and all of my firend on college who always smile for me.. thanks for every moments that you ever spend with me, that's so unforgotable :). For all of my sistas and bff on this facebook Arrantxa, Lily, Sara, Ivana,Nur, Angelina.. thanks a lot to throw away my emptiness when I'm alone, you guys the sweetest things that I ever found :). For my special girl who always makes me smile and happy.. she's my BSF Tamey Cansin, you're my sista forever thanks for the joy you bring to me :). For the girl next my door haha ayu, thanks to accompany me everyday :).
THANKS.. THANKS.. THANKS.. THANKS..
thanks to energized me, I'm so happy to have you arround. I'm so sorry if I have made any mistakes to you all..
special to my jagonk, as ricky always said : you're never walk alone :) :)
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY :)
BIG THANKS TO YOU ALL :)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I don't know why today there's so many things happened to me.
Laugh, Cry, and finally Smile :)
I'm so humanise, sometimes I hide all those pathetic things in me. I think there's no one need to know about it.
But I'm glad when they told me that my eyes won't lie, it showes the real I am.
And today, all those phase distortion was on me.
Sometimes, I don't know what I really want and I'm so tired of the drama.. pretending everyday.
I just want to bea normal. I want all those dreams.. my dreams seems like a castle in the sky.
I say I'm not breaking as my spell everytime I started to fall.
but, it's never enough to make me stronger.
I may looked so toughful and so calm facing all those crazy things in this life.
Hey... I'm not a sailormoon neither or xena the warrior princess.
I'm so ordinary, bit of a bored, and yeah I may not be brave.
But, I believe in a thing called Faith.
I trust the power of me is my Faith.
This notes I dedicate to all my besties in the world :
My mom, My dad, and My bro who have no facebook account ( I can't tag but I hope you know that I really love my family ). My bestfriends, best buddys, best partner Jagonk they are Nenden, Dian, Widy, Miemy, Ricky, Irwin, Haris, Dimas, Ciman, Abet.. you know I never learned to smile without you all. My dear brother, bestfriend, best man who always listen all bored stories in me Unix rahmasaputra.. well I don't know how to tell you, you always makes me feel better :). My besties Ndud, Acid, Deis, Pipit, and all of my firend on college who always smile for me.. thanks for every moments that you ever spend with me, that's so unforgotable :). For all of my sistas and bff on this facebook Arrantxa, Lily, Sara, Ivana,Nur, Angelina.. thanks a lot to throw away my emptiness when I'm alone, you guys the sweetest things that I ever found :). For my special girl who always makes me smile and happy.. she's my BSF Tamey Cansin, you're my sista forever thanks for the joy you bring to me :). For the girl next my door haha ayu, thanks to accompany me everyday :).
THANKS.. THANKS.. THANKS.. THANKS..
thanks to energized me, I'm so happy to have you arround. I'm so sorry if I have made any mistakes to you all..
special to my jagonk, as ricky always said : you're never walk alone :) :)
I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN SAY :)
BIG THANKS TO YOU ALL :)
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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I don't believe in a words " Forever " and " always " (you may say it's my monologue)
I remember when we started on wednesday, you texted me and told me that you needed help.
and I helped you sincerely so I texted you back.
we're friends and I don't even know anything about you. we know each other but not really.
till that day when I was alone and waited for my friends in the morning, you say hello.
and then we talked about something, we've been connected since that day.
I'm so happy when I talked to you, you was there wherever I am.
and I loved to call you my bestfriend.
we're together. me, you, and another my bestfriends.
we spend our last moment before we're graduate together, breaking my rules cause I was in home late at night. but, yeah that's so fun and unforgotable.
we're closer more than just a friend. I told you everything, you told me everything.
and untill that words came from you :
" I will always by your side whenever you fall down and we're never apart, cause we're inseparable and you're irreplacable forever "
and now I just can sing :
"cause it's seems to me this things are breaking down.
we almost never speak I dont feel welcome anymore.
baby what happened please tell me
cause one second it was perfect, now you're half away out door
was I out of line? did I say something to honest?
made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
now I'm not so sure
and I stare, at the phone
you still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
and I started flashback to when you said forever and always
and it's rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when you here and it rains when your gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always"
I dont really believe if there's a thing would be everlasting.
not " forever and always " but " always nothing last forever "
and I helped you sincerely so I texted you back.
we're friends and I don't even know anything about you. we know each other but not really.
till that day when I was alone and waited for my friends in the morning, you say hello.
and then we talked about something, we've been connected since that day.
I'm so happy when I talked to you, you was there wherever I am.
and I loved to call you my bestfriend.
we're together. me, you, and another my bestfriends.
we spend our last moment before we're graduate together, breaking my rules cause I was in home late at night. but, yeah that's so fun and unforgotable.
we're closer more than just a friend. I told you everything, you told me everything.
and untill that words came from you :
" I will always by your side whenever you fall down and we're never apart, cause we're inseparable and you're irreplacable forever "
and now I just can sing :
"cause it's seems to me this things are breaking down.
we almost never speak I dont feel welcome anymore.
baby what happened please tell me
cause one second it was perfect, now you're half away out door
was I out of line? did I say something to honest?
made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
now I'm not so sure
and I stare, at the phone
you still hasn't called
and then you feel so low you can't feel, nothing at all
and I started flashback to when you said forever and always
and it's rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
it rains when you here and it rains when your gone
cause I was there when you said forever and always"
I dont really believe if there's a thing would be everlasting.
not " forever and always " but " always nothing last forever "
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